Originally Posted by 99civic_love

sometimes i just get fed up with it. maybe that's why i've been so bitchy lately, an outlet thing i guess.

does anyone understand this? i am not a sex object. i have a brain. i'm allowed to make a decision that isn't normal, like if i don't want to ****ing drink i don't have to. if i have more fun watching law and order than having ****ing perverts buying me drinks at a bar then leave me alone. don't ****ing touch me and pretend your just feeling the pom-poms i stuck in my sweatshirt pocket or pointing out the ketchup on my lower back. stop asking me if the guys i'm talking about are my boyfriends. don't tell someone something sexual about me to a guy when he knows you're my ****ing cousin and you're a ****ing creep. there's nothing wrong with me wanting to get a's in school, and skipping out on drinking because i don't want to get myself into a bad pattern. it is a bad idea to be my doctor and steal my cell phone number even though you just finished your last day as my doctor and you're leaving the country soon. like i don't know why you want me to go out that night. i am so sick of people treating me like an inferior, someone who can't make there own ****ing decisions, who only has a ****ing vagina and deserves to be treated like that; just because she is nice to everyone from the start doesn't automatically mean she's wants your balls. yeah i'm in college, that doesn't mean that i automatically have to act like everyone else in college.

i'm sorry if i've offended anyone, but i really just needed to vent. i'm not on a feminist tirade, and i don't think all men are assholes. i just had to deal with a lot of bullcrap this weekend and i'm really getting sick and tired of it, obviously. thanks for letting me post this, no reading necessary. i feel much better now, and i'm going to have a cigarette. feel free to vent how you're feeling right now, and remeber, i love you guys :hugglez: