For me it's just companionship...I've had one really good relationship and three shitty ones. In the shitty ones it was different, but the one good relationship my girl was my best friend. I talked with her about everything and anything...now that she's gone there's a hole, because I can't talk to my friends about a lot of the shit that goes on in my head and they don't really get me like she did. But she's become a drunken slut with no respect for herself, so time to move on

Like RB said, people always want what they can't have...I know I'm terribly guilty for that. Before my ex cheated on me and broke up with me I was happier than I'd been in a long time, but a part of me wanted to be free and single again because it was getting rather boring. She wasn't very adventurous in life or in the bedroom.