update- talk tonight, and ive come to the conclusion that she really is crazy. not girl crazy, but crazy crazy. i call her and she starts balling because im not coming back, begging me to come back home over and over and over again... i repeatedly say no, no, no, no, i must have said no 100 times. she doesnt understand that im not going to be on a leash, come home when she wants, or stay when its convienent for her. she starts balling again, and after she stops i tell her that the friendship isnt working out,a nd i think it would be best if we didnt talk for some time... she continues to cry her eyes out... somehow she starts getting upset, yelling and i hang up.

so, she gets online, still begging me to come back, saying she is going to try and make it better, she is trying her best to make it better, shes saying that we can hang out alot, we will have such a fun time, we can hang out all saturday and sunday yada yada yada

so, its about 1 am, and she leaves me a message on aim saying that she just cried some more and shes so depressed and she just wants me to make it better and she just wants me to come back and everything will be better... mind you its 1 am and she usually goes to sleep by 10 pm or so, i cant remember the last time shes stayed up later than that on a school night... so she is truely depressed, shes definitely not faking it or anything... i just keep saying no, no, no, im not going to be a puppet and i think it would be best if we stopped talking.

Anyways, just hung out with a really cool girl tonight in the middle of all this, we watched the game together and she seems like she could be an awesome friend, i was talking about this with her some and she said she had pretty much the same thing happen to her. it was nice to get all this off my chest and actually have someone relate to it.