i wonder what the cause of all your anger is? i thought about it and its mostly likely that your dad made you choke on his dick when you were younger. now that you grew up you are trying to conquer your mixed emotions over whether you are queer and actually dont blame your dad so much because you liked slobbing on his knob. the rage is building in you because you are confused, so why dont you take a good look in the mirror and let the homosexual in you come out. you will be less angry, less upset, and maybe your dad might want to spend some time with you.