i'm so sorry

my brother and his ex lost a baby, she had a still pregnancy, so they never got to see him alive. it was horrible. and so did my mom...losing anyone is the worst pain to deal with, but losing a child of your own..i can only imagine how hard that is.
Just look at it like this...it just wasnt meant to be right now. She's ok. You and your wife have your own little guardian angel now.
Time will make it easier to deal with..it wont make the pain go away, but it'll be easier to deal with. Hang in there.