it is sad. over winter break, she completely changed. new year's day, she comes up to me and says "i really don't think i need you anymore. you held my hand through everything and now i can do things on my own. last semester was a lie, and i don't want to lie to you anymore." so, basically, she used me to help her in school and took wayyyyyyyy too much credit for her good grades. i helped her through every single test, project, homework, quiz ... you name it.

man, don't get me started on the BS she pulled for the next 2 months, but long story short ... she's going to get booted her sr. semester. we're learning how to program in VisualStudio.net, instead of having the program open ... she's shopping for graduation dresses online. we're learning how to run complicated forcasting and prediction software, she's writing down a guest list for her graduation party. she says she's really sick one day, i cover for her, the next day, i find out she went shopping at an outdoor mall in the middle of winter. my personal favorite ... she asks to copy my notes ... not that she wasn't in class that day, it was because she was reading a magazine and playing with AIM during the lecture.

it's all about karma. now that she's on her own, she can't do sh!t and i really wonder how dumb she feels. i still care because we were together for 3 long years and share the same friends, but man ... she's completely ****ed.