Welp, the title says it all.
I'm lost
Today my girlfriend of four years broke up with me. She says shes sick of the way i treat her.
My mom is constantly yelling at me for everything/All the time
I goto school but i have no clue what I want to do with my life.
I basically fell lost and worthless. My life just seems pointless!
I cant see myself with anyone else, I cant see her with anyone else. She says im basically robbing her of her life.
I want to trust her but i can't
This is just really hard for me right now, im lost and confused.
I feel terribely ugly.
I feel so outta shape, i weigh like 200lbs and im 6ft1 and have a totally loose outta shape body.
wtf am i supposted to do? Im lost............I just feel like sleeping forever but i dont think i can sleep......
I try to crontrol her,not on porpose i guess thats just how i am.
Im lost. why do i feel like such a bad person? It feels soo differnet over the past 6months,like she doesnt even car about me, How can i make myself trust such an honest person? she has never did anything to hurt me, but in my mind she is consatantly up to something, and trying to hurt me....why? she has never done anything to me, but i keep thinking she has, does or will, why? HELP!