Originally posted by EG8dood
Why are you scared my friend? This part of life have to be done, the death. All of us are gonna die, young or old. Do u believe in something or do u just believe that we are gonna rest after we are dead? If you believe in something u'll not be scared, the medicine you need is to believe in something, believe in god. I believe in god and i know that all good things i do in life will give something like "points" that gives me better "life" after death, in "heaven". Whats your point in life? Why do u live? Those questions can u answer if u believe in something..
I don't know why I am scared but I really am. I believe in God; There have been alot of things that I have seen happen which wouldn't have if there wasn't a God. I also believe that if you do good things you will gets points for the afterlife. I have not really thought about what my point in life is.
Man I really don't want to die. I am going to miss the people that I love so much. I am going to hate it when my parents die, I love them so much and they have done so much for me, I won't be able to live without them. I dont know what I am going to do when they die, I know when it happens I am going to go into severe depression. Aslo I am never going to be alive again or never know what is going on or anything and that is what is scaring me and making me depressed. I know when the time comes it comes. I guess the reason I keep thinking about it is that if I do keep thinking about it then it won't happen. And another reason I keep thinking about it when something gets in my head it is hard for me to stop thinking about it, it usally stops when the thing happens which I don't want that to be my reason to stop thinking about it this time. I am really scared and depressed right now. When ever I think about it I get sick to my stomach and I almost start to :cry: I don't know what to do but I get more and more depressed everyday thinking about it and I am getting tired of it. All I want to do is sleep all day so I won't think about it.