I really need some kind of medication to help me stop thinking about death. I have been thinking about it since 12-30-03 and it is making me really depressed, I am not able to do stuff that I did before, and I really don't even laugh at funny stuff anymore either. I just want to be like before I don't want to think about death until I am older, I am too young right now to be thinking about it. I00 guess I am going to have to go to see a doctor about this because I dont want it to get worse. I should just take my life one day at a time.