Originally posted by tirodēslc
we do get along really well.. we havent had 1 fight.. granted we've also never lived with one another.... and there isnt an activity, event, experience, etc that i want to experience without her... the way i love her, and she loves me, scares the hell out of me... for a billion different reason... we have all the respect in the world for each other, and there isnt anything we wouldnt do for each other..
I feel the exact same way about my girl...except a few weeks ago we hit a real bad spot and we almost broke up because I was having a personal problem and was causing a series of stupid little fights...then I realized what I was doing, I stopped, and we started realizing how much we meant to each other. It's really scary when you love a person so much that you want to spend all of your free time with her and experience everything with her...because someday it'll all end and it's going to suck, really bad. Whether it happens next month or in 50 years.
Originally posted by tirodēslc
my g/f is in no way fake, never has been... she's a straight up, no games, real person and thats something i love about her... how she is now and how i've always known her to be... we speak different languages, but i understand her more than anybody else and vice versa... and the amount of knowledge i've gained of myself over the last 4 months far exceed the rest of my life.. because she brings it out of me... she helps me to understand myself and what i want to do in my lifetime, the person i want to be...
This is so how I feel about my girlfriend it isn't even funny. I've never met a person that is so up front with me and doesn't play all those stupid ass games that usually end up in someone getting hurt. And she's helped me learn so much about myself too, and especially how to be a better person...I have so much self confidence now than I did 4 months ago when I met her. We have this connection too...like I never, ever get embarassed around her no matter what I do. I've never felt that way around a girl before, not even close. We always find time to laugh at ourselves and each other, and she's such a good friend to me. There's only one person in the world better at telling me exactly what is going through my head and helping me get through stuff, but that's because he's known me 10 times longer and he's uber smart and almost a psychiatrist.
She's also the only girl I've ever gone out with that I can seriously see spending the rest of my life with...but then I realize that I'm transferring schools next year and I'm either going to have to go through four years of hell only seeing her once every few weeks or I'm going to break up with her before then. Half of me hopes that it isn't like this when I go 550 miles away, because now I can barely go a day without seeing her.