the insurance guys called and said they will see it on wed. the wrecker people said it will most likley be totaled. i dont want to drive anything anymore. my dad seems even more upset about this all than i do, he really liked the car, almost as much as me i think. i have no means of transptoration anywhere, ive become a giant burden. my school is a 40 minute drive each day. i dont know whats going to happen, all i can think about is what has happened... i hate winter, i hate the holidays, i hate myself. i get to go say goodbye to my car and then open all these presents from my family and friends for it. my birthday is this week, the 18th, the same day i will get an insurance check instead of the car i worked so hard on and cared so much for.