exactly. im happy with who i am as a person, but i hate the way society in general behaves. nowhere is perfect though and nowhere ever will be. I get mad sometimes at how people are treated, how people are just so stupid. i dunno, its a weird psychological thing going on with me. for example: living in a country that used to be involved in slavery. and it wasn't really a long time ago. living in a country that had different bathrooms for black people. also not that long ago. living in a country where government has a say in what gay people can do. if i were immortal, it would be my goal to do my part in creating a perfect society. and i know salvery has come and gone, but the fact that it occured is hard to think of. well, enough ranting