yea. well it wasn't in my civic thank god.

i got out of summer school at 10am. had some friends pick me up around 1pm from home to give me a ride to dmv since my civic's clutch is shot. so they come get me and we stop at my moms job to get all the paperwork to register the chrysler new yorker that i got as a beater/winter car. its like 100 degrees outside the dmv so i go in and so i wait in line for like 15 minutes. then i have to get in another line and wait for my number to get called. waited like 2 hrs and finally get up there and get my plates for the car.

i head back home to get the car and its pouring. i get home and wait for the rain to break so i could screw the plates on. i leave my house and i'm following dan and sean back to west haven from oxford. we're in orange and they blow a light that i had no chance of making so i stop. i checked my voicemail because i had no service at some point in the ride. it was dan's mom and she was looking for him because his grandfather was in the hospital or some ****. so i call dans cell phone 2 times but no one picks up so i speed up a little bit, but not ridiculously because its a damn chrysler to try and catch up because i didnt know which way they were going and i figured dan should know because its important i guess. i see his tail lights and i'm going along fine. a little faster than i should have been going but i didn't think i would lose control.

came up on a corner so i slowed down a bit and tryed to turn but the ****in thing kept going straight towards the side of the road. i tryed to get it to turn but it wasn't to i figured i'd just hop up on the grass and be able to correct it once i slowed a little more. well i went off the road but definitly couldn't correct it and smashed straight into a ****ing tree.

the hood was ****ed from what i saw in the driver seat so i knew it was really bad. **** started steaming so i stumbled out of the car and ran across the road. some dude in a pathfinder stopped and asked if i was ok. i was still pretty dazed but felt fine. few more people passed and stopped. bunch of neighborhood people came out too. this was a back road. the lady across the road called the cops. they came and took my information and blocked the road. we got a tow truck and they gave me a ticket.

my nose hurts like a *****, my neck is just beginning to hurt, i cut my leg and i have a headache. the steering wheel was bent as ****.

i'm mostly just upset because i have no job, my honda needs a clutch, i'm having trouble finding a job where i moved, and my mom was nice enough to help me out and insure ($500), buy ($50), and register ($120) the car for me so i could get to school (and summer school) and find a job and get there too. so i'm pretty upset about that. and the car was in perfect condition it was kinda nice too. so i feel really bad.

it sucks man. now i'm back stuck with nothing and i feel like **** because i ****ed up **** more than it was.