Damn will...i didn't know. I' ve been away playing FFXI and i havent been reading the forums much. I was looking forward to meet her but i guess that is all over. cheer up mang...i know it sucks.

What i do when i have to get over a bad breakup or when i'm feeling down (besides talking with friends) is finding something that helps me escape. When i went through my last really BAD breakup (ryan knows), i found art. I just kept myself in the school's studio and drew whatever came to my mind. I did a full life size drawing of myself and it came out REALLY good. I hadn't drawn for soo long so don't think that i'm an artist...i really can't draw. But when you take time to draw, it really helps. I got in tune with myself and drawing myself on paper helped me realize that i am my own person and that i don't need to rely on anyone.
Just do something, ANYTHING, constructive. Draw, write, read a book. hell, i kept a journal for 6 months, writing every day what i thought. It really helps when you go backand read what you wrote. When you do that (going back and reading), you realize that you came a long way from where you were. You also realize that when you thought you couldn't go on, you did. You got past it and that is one of THE most uplifting feelings in the world.

hang in there buddy....We all worry about you and are here to lend a crying shoulder, a listening ear, and a open mind.

-----Derrick :hs: