i like being here... but putting myself on the front lines kinda brings this into thought.

I'm not afraid of dying... but I am afraid that I haven't been able to live enough yet... and I know there would be things and people that I never want to leave behind. I don't want to die young, but I feel kinda stoopid for putting myself in this situation. We'll see though


I AM afraid of being captured though... but i'll be trained for whatever