you made me cry. seriously.



today i was sitting in traffic on teh highway, bitching b/c i was going to be late getting back to school....i come home to find out that accident which was the reason for the traffic jam, killed my ex boyfriend's sisters friend. i was sitting there bitching, and he was dead. i feel like an ass.

people really need to stop taking their lives and the people in their lives for granted. after 3 deaths in my own family, the losses that my friends and others around me have dealt w/ and the things i see on tv, its proved to me that life truely is entirely too damn short to live it in with drama and heartache. tell the ones around u that u love them. tell them what they mean to you. i held all kinds of things in that i wanted to tell my dad...i kept putting it off till the next day. well that next day never came. and now i have all this in me. if i could have absolutely ANYTHING in this entire universe...it would be to simply have my dad here for 10 minutes. that is all.

shit happens. you can go about ur normal daily life and come home to life changing news. you would wake up tomorrow to the news that YOUR father is dead. you could be sitting in traffic because of an accident that killed someone YOu knew!

just say i love you. and smile. we wont be here forever.