thanks a lot for all the kind threads. i really regret doing what i did. i realized that after i did it, and i waled outside to the rescue. got airlefted to the hospital, was there for like 3 days after surgery, and then they sent me across the street for treatment. i will never do something like that for anyone else. i felt really bad for my parents and family, sice my parents were on vacation at Puerto Rico. i would also like to thank Mike, Erik and Ashley for visiting me at the hospital. thanks everyone.