Luis,
Like Jimmy said nothing is worth killing yourself in this world. My best friend tried to commit suicide back in July...it was his 3rd time attempting it. I couldn't understand what he was going through, but I can't say that I've never thought about ending my life when things get tough and then i think about my friends and family and the good things that I enjoy about my life and it helps me overcome the obstacles. Talk to someone, that is one of the best medicines. Find a friend that you can confide in and let it all out. Believe it or not you have an affect on others. We all care about you and are here for you. *hugz*