Cliff notes version: I think she's bored of things, but is too afraid to admit it to me.
I'm bored of the redundancey of my life, work, and routine, so that's depressing me, which makes her think SHE did something wrong.

After after a year of talking about wanting to live with me.. she's suddenly changed her mind and says she's scared to move in with someone cause she doesn't want things to get stale like her last relationship... and I'm REALLY sick and tired of living at home.. but can't afford rent on my own.


I think she's just not admiting something to herself.