Uhm, I don't remember. I was a lot more shy back yonder. Now I'm still timid, but I don't really let it hold me back from doing things. I try to choose what I say better, but I only sugar coat things so much before. I tried to "fit-in" more back then, now I kind of feel bad for people that are...fake. I didn't talk to many people, well, I still never talk about what's going on with me too much. People didn't know me then, most people hardly know me now. I don't take what people say too seriously. I don't know what to believe of what the government says, or what "research" places say. It just all seems like it could be made up, if it is it really doesn't matter though. That's weird to think about. Hm, still read a lot, still think way too much.

Definitely more worried than 5 years ago in general, but less anxious than a year ago. I was a mess a year ago, and I think it's due in part because I liked the attention.(and I had a lot I needed to tell people, which, argh...was a key contributor to my anxiety/depression, I'm sure a few people know what I mean by this ) Oh well. I'm happy now. I don't know why I'm happy now, probably because if I have no reason to be otherwise.