no. first, i dont have the balls to kill myself. second, i value life. everyone is here to do something. im here to help people out, thats my thing. i feel that i cant just all of a sudden give that up.

its also pretty selfish IMO to just go off and kill yourself. whats going to happen to your family, friends, or other love ones? im never going to put them in the position to even have to wonder why he killed himself, or was it because of something i did.

sure everyone has problems, thats fuking life. ive learn to accept it as just part of my everyday routine. and money...i dont make shit now, and dont expect to make shit in the future. ive chose a career and interest that doesnt pay jack...but there are more ways to fulfill me than with money. and debt...ive been in debt since i was 18. this bothers me enough that im finally doing something about. expect me to make a thread in dec about me writing off my last check to the credit card company in get rid of the 3 year old debt. :woot:

im not the smartest, richest, or most popular person in the world, not even close. but damn...im planning to make something out my life. im not going to let these small burdens or conflicts get in the way of that. holla.