nah **** that.

my friend told me an interesting story about sheep today.

every day these sheep go out in the field to graze, kinda numb of their own existance, and every day one is startled by a rock in the middle of the field. nothing really special about the rock, it just surprises them

every day

every single day

and so after a while of looking at ugly cars you realize one thing....you are the sheep. you are so numb of your existance, seeing the same thing every day that you don't even realize how futile the surprise of rice really is.

and so theres my melodrama for the time being.