Its ok, we all feel your pain, we've been were you are and done that.

Myself. Well about 2/3 years ago I met this girl when I was like 17. She in reality wasn't that nice to me or didn't treat me so well, but I trying to get laid so I sort of ignored that. We ended up going out, she cheated on me, (even though she sort of cheated on another guy with me :cough:whore:cough so I got what was coming to me I guess. But I ended up losing my virginity. Now at 19, I wouldn't walk across the damn street for sex. So I'm surely not going to let some chick who is a bitch to me hang that over my head.

Thats not really your problem, but it goes along with being at different points in your life.