Change about myself... well, I'd want to be more self confident.

That would cure all my major problems. I'd be able to get a better job, probably, buy a gym membership, go work out, not care what people thought, and if people gave me crap I'd dish it right back out without hesitation, and I'd be an all around better person to hang out with.

I weigh about 225, down slightly noticably (sp?) from around 240ish. My goal is to be around 180, unless I'm cut, then I'd just wanna be cut, and sorta muscular. That'd be great.

I gotta talk to the pops about getting a gym membership for the b-day. heh. since I can't afford it on my own