I haven't even gotten to that point yet. And unless its a hair test, I'm cool. Besides, I cut back significantly....almost cutting it out completely. If anything, if it wasn't for that, I'd have probably killed myself by now


bleh...just having a bad day I suppose. Im trying to get past beating myself up and look at it from another perspective. I know it can't be me because I'm the most ambitiouse out of my graduating class. I was always the one that everybody else hated when applying for the same positions. I usually got the top pic. Sounds concieted, but its true. I have the most experience because I worked for it. If anything, I'm working 10000000 times harder now, and not seeing a damn thing in return.