9.- i think about killing myself a whole lot
10.- i dont have the balls to go through with it
11.- the past 2 weeks have shown me who my real firends are...every1 that i thought was a good friend...ISNT...and my self proclaimed best friend wont even talk to me or nething...and i really dont even know why
12.- i drink when i get depressed (im pretty much an alchoholic as stated b4)....but then the amount that i drink depresses me even more so i keep drinking

the list goes on...when i can actually post more i will...i just cant right now :happysad:

page 11 got wned: by me