1.- im an alchoholic, and everytime i try to help myself i get depressed and nothing works

2.- i never drink and drive despite how much i drink

3.- my entire summer is wasted...im on house arrest until august 28th because i was arrest 2 weeks ago

4.- i spent time in a detention center recently (for the above event)

5.- im highly unstable and i go into major slumps of depression

6.- i always fall into the "really good friend category"...nothing more

7.- lifting is the only thing that make me feel good about myself

8.- I am in denial of all of this so sayin it here is a big thing for me


whew ok...