It feels wierd. I haven't been sober for this long in probably 2-2.5 years or so. Whats interesting is that I've often tried to sober up and was unable to, but with all the shit going on in my life for the last week or so, i haven't even thought about drinking until just now... no effort whatsoever. My innards seem pretty happy with the arrangement though.h:

 

I been drinking alot lately too... not drunk all the time, just drinking alot

 

I go weeks and months at a time without a drink or other impairment...it's not so hard.

 

i go in and out of thinking I have a problem (as some here may already know). I know I'm an alcoholic, but i flip-flop on whether or not I care or am willing to change. Being a generally lazy person, I usually decide to ignore my problem 5 days feels like ages, I don't think I'll last much longer.

 

you're not alone, david. i'm the same way. hopefully i wont feel the need to drink once i'm out of college.

 

hasn't helped me much h: